Crappy thoughts...
Every moment you waste in life is a sin. Nothing waits for you. It all just moves on.
The one thing I am very good at is running.
running away…

The one thing I am very good at is running.

running away…


I’ll close my eyes, then I won’t see
The love you don’t feel when you’re holdin me
Mornin will come and I’ll do what’s right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight.

For you who never fails to constantly remind me of the freakin’ past. #feckyew
I Didn’t Cheat on You

Funny how things turn out to be crappy the moment you try to make things work. Just like Kurt trying to stay happy in the relationship. He wanted to feel loved and important. It felt like the spark isn’t as bright as it used to be. 

I like the way he makes me feel.

But I can’t blame Blaine if he felt that way. The way he looked at Kurt when he saw the other guy’s messages, it was like you were getting stabbed by a thousand knives from everywhere. He didn’t know that Kurt was unhappy. 

I transferred schools to be with you. I changed my whole life. That doesn’t make you feel loved?

I think the only thing that went wrong was that they didn’t talk about it. But even talking is not a guarantee that everything will be okay. Most people will pretend that everything is perfect. Nothing is happening. Until they burst. Some will try to do anything and everything just to make it work. Others will just resort to cheating.

OMG. I started using tumblr just yesterday. And I already got an overwhelming response. 12 likes and reblogs. This is so awesome!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS!
Letting go is the easy part. It’s the moving on that’s painful. So sometimes we fight it. Trying to keep things the same. Things can’t stay the same though. At some point you just have to let go, move on coz no matter how painful it is, it’s the only way we grow.
Grey’s Anatomy, Season 8 Episode 20
"Unrequited Love"

It hurts a lot when the person you love the most,

looks for another person to love. 

Magandang Umaga

Bagong gising. Ako na naman ang unang bumangon. First thing, jingle muna. Tapos check check ng facebook, twitter, ym, gmail. At ngayon, tumblr. Para lang kunwari may mapaglabasan ako ng kung anu man. (Pun intended). 

Tabi kami lagi ng pamangkin ko matulog. Sweet kid. Niyaya niya ako kagabi na maglaro ng monopoly. Grabe, talo ako. Sabi pa niya sakin, “Tito Josh, read the manual nga.” BOOWM! Haha! Nahiya naman ako. Syempre mega basa ako ng manual. Pero nang tumagal tagal, bahala na si batman. Nung natapos yung game namin, syempre yung magliligpit yung loser. Aba sabi ba naman niya sakin, “Tito Josh, sorry if I made you fix that ha. Tabi tayo ulit matulog tonight ha?” with matching very malambing tone. LOL How can you resist a kid’s request like that? Kaya mahal na mahal ko mga pamangkin ko eh. Namiss yata nila ako masyado. :)

Bakasyon ko ngayon sa Bahrain. Lahat ng mga kapatid ko, nandito nagw-work. At yung mga anak nila, dito nag-aaral. Yung pinaka-bata kong pamangkin naiwan sa Pilipinas. Sana dumating yung time na magkasama kami ng mga pamangkin ko, yung lahat sila. 

Ayan ang dami ko na tuloy nasabi. Haha! Magandang umaga!